I'm just a bit sad lately. I've taken a habit of distracting myself with fun stuff for a particular amount of time, but lately, it's been tougher to fight the bad feeling. I don't know why I am sad. Is it the stress? Is it the lack of hanging out with my friends? Is it the constant sense of responsibility I have taken upon myself to prove that I am not just a dependent child? I don't know. I've been exposed to such factors before, just not in the same magnitude. I'm older now. I should be able to at least handle a bit more than I could before.
Why am I like this?
Why do I have this constant headache? This recurring heartache? This ever-present want for something more, for something beyond the view outside my window?
Maybe it's my lack of tea. Maybe it's the lack of actual ties. Maybe it's wanderlust.
Maybe I just want to disappear.
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